Tarmac 
Dreams

Sometimes in my dreams I have had to face my dad the abuser in my dreams.  Sometimes I feel very afraid when I shouldn't.  But it isn't easier to stand up to him.  I have forgiven him but confronting him is Sometimes very htranaard.  

Years ago when I was I in the therapy it was arranged for him to be tgere a wsy of standing up to him, but ge was kste.  What should I have done leave?  Well that time I wax too afraid and he was my dad .  Soft stop wrong I dhoikx give left.  Any one else yes I would have left.  So in my dreams sometimes I stand up yo him and yes that feels great.


My dad was always trying to gind me that's hamrrd because he was my dad but he was always trying to abuse me I think,  dreams re occurring. 

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