Years ago when I was young abuse child abuse was never spoken about never herd of. Actually never thought that any one could do this not even thought that abuse could even happen especially at your home a safe place.
I used to go to school feeling so alone and at that time I didn't know why, bug now I have discovered that now im austic which helps me understand more. In those days dyslexic Austim spectrum was never talked about.
You were told you are thick, so then i felt different to others and I felt like I never fitted in. never had friends, didn't think that what is happening to you is being hurt at home or at school. I was bullied at school got different because I was different.
Nowadays there gas been for studies going on for all disabilities and abuse is talked about more understanding is there.
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