The Desire To Change
GOD NEVER GIVES UP ON US
"I have doing all this myself"
My Back pain can not be healed.
I did not pass any exams except English C
Every time I went to hosiptal for other things than my back, my back crumbled,all hat work waisted.
All these things I have to come to terms with this. so what I do is have the diseireto not sit down and do nothing.I had an injection in my back that did not work, but whilest i was in hosptal, therewas a peace of paper about a physio. That was different, and yes I was anxious, but I had the desire, to try it.
The pain was awful, but instead of moaning, I went to the doctors fir stronger tablets to overcomethe pain, to do my exercise and try to recover my back. My attidute had to change, I wanted to race, I hate not losing.I am still swimming and trying to do 30lengths within 20 mintues. i have good exercises from a good physio.
We do not get disability money, but never mind , and if we did, that is not in my control, earning my own money is better .I do not earn any money yet, but I am going to. Brilliant.