There will be times when something reminds you of the past, but like me you have everything in place for a wobble ,but realise it does not matter at all. We went too see my grandma in hositpal and our jounery took a very long time.
My grandma had to go for exrays suddenly which took an hour ,which to me was good because it gave us time to get there and when we got there we had more time with my my mother but my when grandma came back she was too moodie and instead of just saying "how wonderful to see you", she complained that we did not earlier.
But we made the effort for that 2 minutes ,but since then we have been told off against but does it matter no. I am enjoying what God gave me and enjoying my life and it made me think forgiveness for whatever is very important and being happy in ones self is more important. Ok my granma has always been moodie,bitter and nor forgiving i do not want to be like that.
I am determined to enjoy the life God gave to me and make the most of it and forgive my grandma for being impatient.