I dicovered in July after a blood test and becasue i was always so tired, that Iwas enamic and had kidney diease that would not heal, but with a doctors help manageable. I has a fear of hosptal, and since discovering this Kidney diesasde, Ihave to alway gotothe doctors forlboodpressure checks, and hosptal checks tomakesurethat this does not get worse.
God
God Has helped me helped from the abuse my someone who hurt me badly, and I have used the self help pages that I wrote to help me again.
Yes kidney diease came as a shock, so I have been depressed and very anxious, but I am knitting and keeping and keeping very positive and known that GOD is always with me.
Yes I as abused by a person, but he is not going to win. Yes I have Chronic Level 3 Kidney diease,
So what, I swim every day, I have a non curable back problem, so what. I want to learn about the stars. make jumpers and have good laughs.
And keeping very positive helps.
And having aims and focus i find very important.